Sunday, February 24, 2008

Letter to Kre'oss

My Dear Kre'oss,

Words cannot express the sorrow I feel for what I did to you today. I was not myself, or perhaps I was too much myself. As I stood there, shaking, every instinct within me screaming to continue on down that hall of blood and pain, something prevented me from doing so. Seeing you there, slumped on the floor, with the scene of you crashing into the wall playing over and over in my mind, I finally came to my senses. That I had done such a thing to one I am coming to adore, and who has selflessly cared for me was abhorrent, and guilt rushed over me in waves. It was never my intention to hurt you, only to get away. I have never had people around me to worry about, and it is only now dawning on me how dangerous I may be. You are right, I must get this under control, for your sake. I would drown in misery if anything were to happen to you at my own hands. For your sake, I shall try.

Kohra

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